Monday, March 10, 2014

What now?

I don't know what I am any more... It's as if my existence has lost all meaning ... There isn't anyone I can turn to now... I'm lost and don't know what I'm doing here... Who am I in amongst all these previous personalities I have been.. Now I begin along a path unknown by me, a path which has no end, a path which defines who I am... But what are the constraints of this new path, this new me??? I don't know myself anymore, I know nothing of anything ,but still seem to be somewhat functioning... I cry out for help but no one will hear  me...................all friendships gone now.. There isn't anyone left.... I can't speak to anyone and no one cares enough anymore to hear me out..... But there is the problem, I'm getting older, the friends I should've made were in those years back there... But they are gone, but now I am something that can only relate to the darkness... Emptiness ,the shallowness of my heart... I am a crust of a man... Even less... A shadow.. Who am I? No one.... What am I doing here? No one knows.... What does it want? To be...

Here I am in this cage I have built for myself... Trapped I am here, and with no hope of escape.. Alone, weak, shattered, and my mind escapes me...

Save me from this cage, and set me free from these burdens, I wish to soar...

Come back to me now, I have need of you.

 Shadow

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